moba hate

For over 2 years, I've had friends who have tried to get me to play MOBAs. I tried once or twice with League of Legends, and I knew right away it wasn't a game for me. I am what people call "a feeder". I just don't have a feel for the game type and it doesn't really interest me. A wide variety of friends have attempted to get me to play many times in various MOBA formats and I've always passed. I know I'm not good at them, and I know I don't have fun and get embarrassed and then bitter. I know people get annoyed and frustrated with me too. I don't know the terminology or strategies. People assume I do or will pick it up, but it just doesn't click for me. So, I end up eventually wandering off or doing something detrimental unintentionally. This then leads to pissing off everyone else I'm playing with and me wanting to disappear and avoid talking to anyone for a few days. It absolutely sucks and so I have sworn off ever playing them. That is til Blizzard made a D.Va skin only available if you play some games of Heroes of the Storm which is a game a bunch of friends have been playing for a long time, and i refused to touch. I've gotten my required games in, and now I will uninstall it....